Ok, you should do this... sit comfortably in your chair, close your eyes (of course after reading this post) and imagine yourself in your 30 years... what do you see?

Ehm, nothing I'm not soothsayer dammit >_< But seriously, I really don't know, I don't look in future, I just live and I'll see, I don't have any aims to do... Life will tell me what to do As we can see, I need to find some woman, that will be action and will guide my life

Well man, life is not talking to you now I guess may be you've done something bad to him I think I got it... the thing is, that you dont want to do something more for you than you have to... you would like to do it for somebody else... for a girl... but be careful, relationships are hard work... you cant just say "guide me i will go where you will go, i will do what you want to do" to guide is too hard for one person. It needs both of you. Because "love is not to look to each others eyes, but to look forward the same way". You should do something for yourself, because your being is the only thing in this world, you can be sure about. Everything else should be an illusion. Think about it for a while, and when you will wake up next morning, do something to find some other aim than death. I dont want to bother you with this bullshits i just want to give you something more than understanding.

And I really appreciate it... I know that I should do something for myself but I always rather do something for someone else... And I know that relationship needs both of us... When I said that I need someone who will guide me, I meant rather that I need someone who will encourage me to do something. But okay, I'll try to work on myself, but I think it's gonna be fucking hard work

But if you will be successful it will be FUCKING AMAZING!

hej zas super den dojel kamoš co sem ho dlouho neviděl, šli sme na ples, dělal sem garde kamošce co sem s ňou bydlel, tak sme blbli, tančili, chlastali no srandy kopec ... nádherně sem se vožral a ani když sem se na parketě točil jak kača s jednou holkou, kterou ani neznám, tak mě nebylo blbě viděl sem tolik lidí co sem dlouho neviděl no akce jako prase! WE WANT MORE! už se těšim na příští rok

..tak ja som došla akurát z brna, kde sme celé tri dni strávili behaním po obchodákoch a mínaním penazí na rozne blbosti a piatok večer sme to zakončili v krčme...výsledok: dvojo riflí, dvojo tričiek, sveter, náušnice a celá moja výplata v rici... jj paráda to bola...a už sa zase nie je načo tešiť... v pondelok zase do roboty...

včera sme mali na kolejích semesterstart, takže zase slušná ožieračka... ale pamätám si všetko juchúúúú

tak to je dobře já až tet' zjistil, že dneska začíná semestr

a ja práve zistila, že dneska rock nemáme... huráááá